Saturday, December 21, 2013

Perjalanan emas..

Peluang menyusukan anak-anak adalah suatu pengalaman yang amat berharga bagi setiap ibu di dunia ini.. Alhamdulillah syukur kepada Allah s.w.t kerana telah mengurniakan dan merezekikan peluang untuk saya menyusukan putera dan puteri saya..

Perjalanan menyusukan putera sulung berjalan lancar dan tidaklah sesukar perjuangan menyusukan tuan puteri.. Ketika anakanda sulung masih lagi menyusu saya hanyalah surirumah sepenuh masa, so sepanjang masa hanyalah direct feeding..semestinyalah direct feeding adalah kuasa yang hebat memastikan supply susu tidak terjejas.. Hanya apabila anakanda yang dinamakan Adam berusia setahun lebih barulah saya mula bekerja.. 

Alhamdulillah bila saya mula bekerja dia sudah mula makan solid food yang mana membuatkan dia tidak terlalu bergantung kepada susu.. Tambahan pula, bila menggunakan botol, dia hanya minum susu dalam kuantiti yang sedikit.. Jadi walaupun pd ketika itu usaha memerah susu hanyalah untuk bekalan esok harinya, alhamdulillah Adam berjaya disusukan selama dua tahun satu bulan..

Berbeza dengan anakanda kedua, si kecil Che Kalthum Hawa, saya menyambung pelajaran ketika kandungan berusia 5 bulan.. Malang sekali, pusat pengajian tidak membenarkan tempoh cuti bersalin lebih dari dua minggu.. Pada ketika itu hati memang resah dan gelisah.. Air mata menjadi peneman setia apabila memikirkan tidak akan mampu menyusukannya seperti mana abangnya.. Allahuakbar..

Memang saya mengetahui kaedah penyimpanan susu, tetapi bila memikirkan tempoh dua minggu yang sangat pendek, hati terasa libang libu.. Kesimpulannya memang tidak banyak stock yang berjaya disimpan.. Pada ketika itu dia dihantar ke taska hanya 4 botol kecil sebagai bekalan.. Dengan doa semoga mencukupi susu tersebut.. Malangnya saban hari guru taska memaklumkan bahawa si kecil ini sangat kuat menyusu..Allahuakbar..

Mungkin kerana ilmu yang tidak mencukupi tidak banyak susu yang berjaya diperah..memang banyak pembacaan yang dilakukan, tetapi mungkin masih belum mencukupi.. Kesibukan dan tekanan belajar membuatkan penghasilan susu semakin merudum hari demi hari.. Pada ketika tu memang sedih yang tak terhingga..

Proses memerah susu pun tidak dapat dilakukan sekerapnya memandangkan jadual kelas yang padat dan tidak ada waktu senggang.. Klimaks pada permasalahan ini adalah apabila saya diamanahkan mengetuai sebuah program.. Sekali sessi perahan hanya berjaya mendapat 3oz pada ketika itu.. Allahuakbar, resahnya hati..

Melalui pembacaan yang saya lakukan ramai mengesyorkan produk Shaklee sebagai suplemen utk membanyakkan susu.. Apabila bertanyakan harga, subhanallah terasa kurang mampu lantaran saya masih lagi seorang full time student.. Tidaklah terlalu mahal, tetapi memandang kepada keadaan saya yang belum berpendapatan tetap terasa kesian nak bebankan lagi suami.. Sememangnya tiada halangan daripada pihak beliau, tetapi saya tetap terasa segan.. Namun jika difikirkan semula, apalah sangat nilai itu jika dibandingkan apa yang akan saya hadiahkan kepada anakanda..titisan ajaib susu ibu...

Apabila mendapat tahu classmate saya menjadi pengedar sah shaklee, sy merisik2 padanya untuk mendapatkan set penyusuan yang berpadanan dengan kemampuan saya.. lega sungguh bila dia menyatakan sy boleh mendapatkan melaluinya dengan menggunakan pakej jimat ESP dan Alfafa.. Bagaikan orang mengantuk disorongkan bantal, saya terus mendapatkannya daripada beliau..

Dua hari pertama menggunakan ESP saya dapat merasakan ia sangat mengenyangkan.. Saya boleh bertahan tanpa rasa lapar hingga ke waktu maghrib ( ketika itu adalah bulan puasa )..ini adalah perkembangan yang sangat baik..

Seterusnya, menjelang pukul sepuluh pagi susu akan mula terasa bengkak dan berat.. Kadang-kadang pukul sembilan dah dapat rasa kebengkakannya..

Pada waktu malam hari pula, tuan puteri langsung tidak bangun menyusu.. Kadang- kadang kalau bernasib baik dia akan bangun menyusu sekali.. Itupun pada sekitar pukul lima pagi.. Yang pastinya breast memang sakit sbb bengkak dan baju akan basah.. (
kesilapan saya ketika ini ialah hanya perah sekali pada waktu malam kerana sayangkan tidur..my bad )

Akhirnya, saya dapat kesimpulan, ESP bukan hanya mengenyangkan saya bahkan turut mengenyangkan tuan puteri.. Sepanjang malam tidurnya lena.. Saya juga dapat merehatkan diri setelah seharian penat menimba ilmu.. Alfafa juga sangat hebat dalam membantu saya memperbanyakkan susu.. Dan satu ilmu penting yang saya pelajari melalui pembacaan di blog2 pengedar shaklee ialah, saya tidak boleh sepenuhnya bergantung harap pada produk yang hebat ini semata- mata.. 

Disiplin di dalam penjadualan memerah susu adalah sangat penting.. Tidak boleh skip walaupun sehari.. Jika terpaksa skip, haruslah diganti dengan PP (power pumping)... PP sangatlah membantu untuk memastikan penghasilan susu sentiasa banyak.. Dan yang paling penting adalah hebatnya doa dan pergantungan harap pada Allah S.W.T.. Oh ya, diet yang seimbang dan pengbilan air masak yang banyak juga sangat penting.. Konsep asas demand and supply adalah tunjang kepada usaha menyusukan anak-anak anugerah Allah ini..

Kini, tuan puteri sudah berusia hampir setahun 8 bulan.. Masih berbaki 4 bulan lebih perjuangan memberikan susu yang terbaik buatnya.. Semoga saya sentiasa kuat dan berjaya menamatkan perjuangan ini dengan jayanya.. InsyaAllah...

Happy sungguh dapat makan bubur.. Bubur lambuk pun dia layan.. 👍😍😍

Kegemaran dia...


Huge step

I am going to take a huge step to change the living of my family.. I cannot wait any longer.. Something needs to be done.. Oh Allah, please give me your blessings.. Please ease my journey ya Allah.. U r the most compassionate and the most merciful..by your name ya Allah, ya Rahman, ya Razzaq ya Wahhab..help me ya Allah.. 

بسم الله الرحمن الحيم



Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Love is in the air..

Hubby forwarded this to me..so sweet.. ❤️❤️❤️

RAYUAN SEORANG AHLI TAJWID KEPADA ISTERINYA

Dik, saat pertama kali berjumpa denganmu, aku bagaikan berjumpa dengan Saktah hanya bisa terpana dengan menahan nafas sebentar.

Aku di matamu mungkin bagaikan Nun Mati di antara idgham Billaghunnah, terlihat, tapi dianggap tak ada.

Aku ungkapkan maksud dan tujuan perasaanku seperti Idzhar,
jelas dan terang.

Jika Mim Mati bertemu Ba disebut ikhfa Syafawi, maka jika aku bertemu dirimu, itu disebut cinta.

Sejenak pandangan kita bertemu, lalu tiba-tiba semua itu seperti Idgham Mutamaatsilain melebur jadi satu.

Cintaku padamu seperti Mad Lazim ...
Paling panjang di antara yang lainnya...

Setelah kau terima cintaku, hatiku rasanya seperti Qalqalah Kubro..
terpantul-pantul dengan keras.

Dan akhirnya setelah lama kita bersama, cinta kita seperti Iqlab,
ditandai dengan dua hati yang menyatu.

Sayangku padamu seperti Mad Thobi'I dalam quran.
Buanyaaakkk beneerrrrr.

Semoga dalam hubungan, kita ini kayak idgham Bilaghunnah ya,
cuma berdua, Lam dan Ro' .

Layaknya Waqaf Mu'annaqah, engkau hanya boleh berhenti di salah
satunya, dia atau aku ?

Meski perhatianku ga terlihat kaya Alif Lam Syamsiah, cintaku padamu seperti Alif Lam Qomariah, terbaca jelas.

Dik, kau dan aku seperti Idghom Mutajanisain.
perjumpaan 2 huruf yang sama makhrajnya tapi berlainan sifatnya.

Aku harap cinta kita seperti Waqaf Lazim, terhenti sempurna di akhir hayat.

Sama halnya dgn Mad 'Aridh dimana tiap mad bertemu Lin Sukun Aridh akan berhenti, seperti itulah pandanganku ketika melihatmu.

Layaknya huruf Tafkhim, namamu pun bercetak tebal di fikiranku

Seperti Hukum Imalah yg dikhususkan untuk Ro' saja, begitu juga aku yang hanya untukmu.

Semoga aku jadi yang terakhir untuk kamu seperti Mad Aridh lissukun

I love u hubby..fillah..aku juga ingin jd jadi yang terakhir untukmu..seperti mad aridh lissukun.. ❤️❤️❤️

Monday, November 4, 2013

Examination

The examination is just around the corner.. So "near"..

But me, still crawling in the dark.. Still crawling for the courage and spirit.. I am so overwhelmed now!

What to do?? Oh Allah, please be nice to me.. Please make things easy for me.. Please make my memory strong.. Please open my heart and mind to absorb all the knowledge.. Please make everything comes out smoothly when i am jotting down the answers.. Please Allah.. Please..

رب يسر ولا تعسر
رب تمم بالخير


READ, READ AND READ!


Saturday, July 27, 2013

Baju kurung anak dara

Buahlah manggis di atas para
Sanak saudara sama menghurung
Sungguhlah manis si anak dara 
Di hari raya berbaju kurung

Ruang ria anak pak abu
Tersenyum ceria menyambut raya
Sungguh bahagia hati sang ibu
Menyambut raya anak dara bergaya

   Yeay! Berjaya siapkan baju kurung tuan puteri..selamat bergaya anakku..ini je yang termampu ibu buatkan..

Thursday, July 11, 2013

Selamat

Selamat berpuasa..
Semoga tahun ni lebih berjaya daripada tahun2 sudah...
Banyak sangat keje nak buat..
Satu pun tak bergerak..
Sebab tak bersusun apa yang nak dibuat..
Yang paling best sekarang adalah tidur..
Tapi tak dapat sebab banyak kerja..
Tapi berjaga pun satu apa tak bergerak..
Masih tak jumpa momentum..
Kan indah kalau belajar je takde assignment takde exam??


Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Frustrated

So i was feeding che kalthum hawa when the game started.. As i started watching, it was the second set tie break.. And he was already down for the first set.. I keep on watching with high hopes.. I know he can do it.. I subscribed this channel just because of him! Of course i feel bloomy when i see him on the board.. So, i chose to watch hin rather than continue sleeping ( i fell asleep while feeding CKH. Oxctoxyn ) 

So i just keep on watching patiently, but he lost the second set.. It was a slight lost.. It's okay.. I was pretty sure he'll make it.. He'll come back as fierce as the tiger, as fast as the cheetah..

Third set, it seems that he is going downfall.. He tried to fight back, but sadly to share, he lost it tragically.. Oh my.. So sad that i couldn't sleep thinking of him.. Oh, Rafael Nadal.. Do you know how much i adore you? I know, there must be something wrong with his knee again.. He was so great during the French Open.. Apparently, he lost the match and he lost this year's Wimbledon title.. For the first time in his career, he lost in the first round for his 35th major tournament.. Oh my.. I hope he will make a great comeback..

Okay, it's time to sleep.. Today is a holiday due to great haze attacked the country.. But tomorow the college is open.. I need my beauty sleep..

    Love the determination!

    With his wimbledon trophy..


Monday, June 17, 2013

Adik Manja

There is a movie from 1980's i guess.. The actor is dharma haron ar-rashid and the heroin is noor kumalasari.. They brought in a baby to their hostel..secretly of course.. So they were taking turns to look after the baby.. It is a  chaos as they sneak out every now and then to feed the baby..

The movie is entitled as adik manja.. Well, i am doing the same thing now.. Secretly sneak in my baby into the college.. Ironically, there is a strict rule that prohibits family to come into the college.. Yet, i still bring her along tonight..

 I've passed my foundation alhamdulillah.. Now, i am in the beginning of my degree program.. So we have the orientation week.. It is scheduled that i have a slot in the BISA tonight.. Since she is still exclusively breastfeeding, i have to bring her over..

But the secret is no longer secret.. The HEP officers have seen us.. Luckily, the head warden had accideny came near us and i tell her the i am exclusively breastfeed my baby.. So there's no problem at all.. Yeay! The greatest thing of all is she is behaving excellently.. She played with the trainees happily.. And she slept soundly when the jamaah were reciting tahlil.. A+ for you bubs!



Note: reporting live from the crime scene.. Wink wink






 

Tomorrow is monday!

So tomorrow is the most unwelcomed monday..ironed the clothes for tomorrow, but i still have no heart for it..huhu.. And until now, my eyes are still blinking in the dark.. The kids only fall asleep just now..

Need to have some beauty sleep.. Need to get up early tomorrow morning.. No more sleeping lazily in the morning.. And i have to start my daily travel again.. dont like that.. my right knee is aching.. dont know what the problem is.. Huhu.. 

Can't wait for friday to come.. ~sigh~

I'm pretty much like this boy now.. 
Hate this feeling!! Huarghhhh



Sunday, June 16, 2013

It's about to end..

My semester break is about to end soon..so soon..huh.. I am still in a lazy mode.. These three weeks break were so wonderful.. Spending time with the little ones are the 'bestest' activity this whole three weeks.. Arggghhh.. Oh my dear Allah... Please delay the arrival of sunday..huhu

Anyway, i planned to finish two books of peter and jane with adam..failed! Hihi.. What a lousy parent i am.. Sorry son.. We'll do it slowly ok? Ibu dulu pun, when i was 4, i cannot read and have none of english words..so, i dont have so much worry.. Hihi.. Buleh ke gitu??

As for baby kalthum hawa, she is progressing.. Getting cleverer as day passes through.. Cheekier day by day.. She has a very beautiful smile.. 

Hubby.. Still busy everyday..huhu.. Could not spend much time with him.. Redha je.. But, adam has one idea and he keeps on mentioning it lately.. "Papa tak payahlah work.. Duk rumah je takpe". I know he misses his papa...he misses spending time with his papa.. Eventhough his papa is around, but the time is an enemy for them.. 

So, the hectic life is about to start in two days.. Huarghhh.. Honestly, i enjoy studying but being a mother of two makes it tough for me.. And i am soooo tired to travel 2 hours journey everyday.. Huhuhu.. Really hope to move to a closer place.. 

One more thing, i'm going to get my reaults.. Suspense jugak.. Hopefully i'll score with flying colours.. InsyaAllah.. My target for this coming semester is to poyr my fullest commitment towards study and try to be more organized.. Bless me dear Allah!

The entry ends here. Full stop. 😢

    Anak- anak penyejuk mata penawar hati...


Wednesday, June 12, 2013

We have each other...

This humble entry is dedicated to my loving husband... The strong, tough and superhandsome hubby whom i love soooooo much....

Life..
Sometimes life is cruel.. Sometimes we feel great.. There are also times when we feel lost.. There are times when we feel happy to the maximum level.. There are times we feel the hardship are no longer bearable..

But...
No matter how hard it is, regardless how bitter it is, it would give me no pain with u by my side.. As long as we know we have each other.. I love you.. You are my hero..



Sunday, June 9, 2013

My little ones..

Putting the babies ( adam & CKH ) to sleep has been quite hard these days.. And i do not know why do i easily lost my temper lately.. Quite challenging huh..

Che Adam has been quite cranky these few days..sulking, crying and all..does he thinks that he is not loved by us anymore? Does he feels abandoned or ignored by his papa n ibu? I don't know..we talked a lot about him..but we still cannot find the reason of his behavior and ways how to deal with it.. So what we do now is just to follow his tempo with limitations..hopefully it is just a normal phase for an abang.. I hope deep inside his mind and heart, he knows that we love him..as much as we love CKH..nothing has changed..

As for CKH, we are quite worried that she still does not start walking..all she does now are crawling, standing, and walking with aid by ibu or papa ( tatih ). she is also walking while holding to sofa, moving chair ( the chair moves when she pushes it ) and abang's car.. So, the fact is, she is walking but not by her own..it's ok baby, ibu will be patiently waiting for that moment..

Compared to adam, che kalthum hawa is a bit late in everything. The only thing she won was the milestone of meniarap.. She gained the skill when she was two and a half months..we were so impressed..it was the first day of ramadhan.. We were in the midst of breakfasting when she showcased her big achievement.. Heheh..i was so proud of her.. Adam started meniarap when he was four and a half months.. 

Other than meniarap, she acquired the other skills a bit later than abang.. Adam started crawling when he was seven and a half months while kalthum hawa started at 8 months..teething for adam was started as early as 5 months but it was one day after the first birthday for CKH.. Adam started walking when he was eleven months old and we are still waiting for CKH to take her first step.. Come on girl, ibu will be loyally cheerleads for u dear.. Hehe

No matter what, both are my children..both of them are the apples of our eyes.. They come with their own skills and specialty..we, know we just have to wait.. I read somewhere, i motivator said, it is a big NO to comparing our children's ability..they are special in their own way.. Every people is! 

I love adam and i love CKH..Thank you Allah for such beautiful gifts..

    My love ones, my joys and laughters..

       Che Adam & Che Kalthum Hawa

         US...ibu, papa, abang n adik

Friday, May 24, 2013

Tick tock

Tick tock tick tock..
23,24,25 of may come again..
So, it is officially five years.. Cant believe it.. It has been 5 years since he first solemnized me, feast at my home and his home..

Too many happiness and tears along these five years..tests come and go to mature us up..and the happiest thing is we are now parents for two kids..a handsome young man, che adam and a beautiful princess che kalthum hawa.. I am so blessed with these three gifts from Allah..5 years with two children, and still planning ahead..hihi

To my great husband, thank you for accepting me for who i am..it is such a wonderful life i have with you.. I'm praying that we will be blessed with many more happiness to come.. Thank you for a love without condition you give me.. I love you..

I received these sweet words from him yesterday..touched!

Love is all around when u r around. A whale of time is just when u r around. A glimps of ur presence is tha most i yearn when u r not around. A half of decade is just a test of u n me to be around. Years a head is my pledge to make my self for u; to be around. 
Allah bless us all. 
 
Ur abib. 

Love u dearly hubby.. 
Happy anniversary!



Thursday, May 16, 2013

Happy teacher's day!

In accordance with this big day for teachers, i would like to share this humble poem..for all teachers, u're such great people..u're candle to us! Thank you for all the sacrifices...

16 MONTHS STORIES

You're a teacher
You're a mother
You're a caretaker

You were there
When we were lost
You were there
When we were down
You were there
When we were out of guidance

You gave us strength
You gave us smiles
You gave us love

16 months passed by

You're leaving
You're leaving us
You'll forever
Last in our memories
Cause you're special
We love you
Thank you..

Composed this poem for our mentor..she is leaving as she has been promoted to cyberjaya.. I'm a poet now..eh! Haha 

This is our mentor..lovely madam Fauziah ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Monday, May 13, 2013

Final exam

I'm in the middle of the final exam.. This is the moment of truth.. Whether the journey will be pursued or will be stopped.. 

Dear Allah.. Give me guidance.. Give me strength.. Open up my mind.. Throw away confusions.. Take off any doubt.. Bless my knowledge.. May i excell excellently.. Please oh dear Allah..

Good luck to my colleagues..
In the middle of 2 hours exam period.. Hihi..naughty!


Thursday, April 25, 2013

Forgiveness

Hurt..
It is so hard when you're being hurt..
Anger, upset, sad, frustrated.. Combination of those feelings make it is so stressful..the worst part is when you miss that person so much..

he/she is sitting right in front of u..but your heart prohibits you to touch him/her..you will miss to show how much you love him/her..you will be so longing to caress him/her..you will feel like to kiss him/her so badly..you will miss the comforting hugs..but again, your heart will forbid you from doing all those..it is so painful..

How to lose the pain???


FORGIVENESS..

Easy to give..
Hard to forget..
Forgive sincerely..
It is the medicine..



Saturday, April 20, 2013

How can i? FORGETFUL

Have you ever forget things that used to be your daily obligation? I always do! This syndrome become worse after my second birth. Oh my Allah..why do i always forget things these days..how am i going to sit for my final exam? It's just around the corner..

Last week, i forgot to bring the storage bottle for my EBM. In addition, my Mrs "B" dh jarang bengkak lately. I think my milk production is decreasing. Huhu..so sad..

Fortunately, throughout the week it seems to increase again. One fine tuesday, it was bengkaking..should i use the word swollen? (Mcm not appropriate je).
By 1100 it wet my clothes already..and painful some more. huh. untouchable! sakitnye! so what to do?

This is the solution. I'm sorry baby. Hopefully it wont harm you.. I straight away transfer it into its proper storage bottle when i reach home. Oh, Allah..please remove this forgetful habit from me..huhu..i beg you..so badly..



Friday, April 12, 2013

Recipe for a good life

Be Patient...


Everything we gain always comes with a cost to pay. it needs sacrifices and on top of all patience. It is hard to achieve what we dream of without patience. Patience is the mother of our effort. put the highest level of patience we have, and the reward in the end is the sweetest ever we have.

"Patience serves as a protection against wrongs as clothes do against cold. For if you put on more clothes as the cold increases, it will have no power to hurt you. So, in like manner, you must grow in patience when you meet with great wrongs, and they will then be powerless to vex your mind."

~ Leonardo da Vinci

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Sun

I had a chat with adam during driving home last yesterday..it was a cloudy afternoon

Adam : ibu, tadi adam nampak sun!

Me : ye ke? Was it beautiful?

Adam : hmm butiful(beautiful) ibu..

Me : was it hot? Panas tak?

Adam : panas.. Eh ibu, xdok pun sun?

Me : ooo, it is going to rain dear. Bila nak hujan ada banyak cloud. Bila banyak cloud, dia duduk depan sun. Sebab tu la kita tak nampak sun..

Adam : Ooooooo... Betul betul betul

Ibu : ?!?!?!?!?! Hahahahaha..upin ipin rupanya...

U made my day dear..all my pressure gone.. Just like that.. 🌹😍

Terima kasih Allah untuk kebahagiaan ini..




Thursday, April 4, 2013

Dating!

I have an appointment at the orthopedics specialist today.. Had asked hubby to accompany me, and he came.. Without the kids of course..it feels like we're dating..winkwinkwink.. 😉

Well, it's worth the long wait.. We have more time to spend together.. Buleh manja2 tanpa adam tersenyum2 memandang..hehe..and after the consultation with the gorgeous Dr. Hafriz, we went for a yummy lunch..berdua lagi! The best brinjal curry in town..marvellous.. Suddenly my heart pumped twice the speed..haha..feeling malu2 kucing pulak makan berdua..it has been so long since the last time we ate without the kids..sori babies..ibu n papa dating sekejap tau..later ibu will fetch you both up.. Love both of u wholeheartedly..muah..
Us, Enjoyed the moments so much..

Great news from the doctor, the bones are in good conditions..they are about to linking in few more days..maybe not as perfect as before, but it is a bless the heal rapidly..alhamdulillah..thank you dear Allah..i love you!

Dear hubby, lets do it more frequently after this..sneak out to spend more time together..hihi..once in a while wont do harm kot..

Gotta go..a forum is waiting for me tomorrow..hopefully it will succeed..insyaAllah..Allahumma amiin..

Footnote: hati berbunga2 today.. 😍🌹🌹🌹😍


Saturday, March 30, 2013

Assignments

I have dozens of assignment ( exaggerate) awaiting to he completed.. Huhu.. Well, none of them completely done.. Not even one! Disaster..😓

Oh Allah..please be compassionate to me.. Give me strength.. Give me the spirit.. Give me the attribute of hardworking.. Please....😞😭

Heh.. Kalau dah malas tu, malas la.. Nobody can help but me myself..
~ان الله لا يغير ما بقوم حتى تغير ما بانفسكم~ او كما قال
"Allah would not change the fate of a race until they change themselves"

Arrgggghhhh.. Be wise ayu.. Be wise!
😭


Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Happy birthday hubby!

Today is hubby's birthday..he is 31 this year..happy birthday hubby, wishing you for happiness in many more years to come..just with me absolutely! haha
This is for you...

Your birthday marks another year together,
Such happy times, i couldn't ask for more,
Spending precious minutes, hours and days with you my love,
whom i cherish and adore...

We've shared so much, we two in love and marriage,
Each year our bond just seems to grow and grow,
I always want to be right next to you,
To be with you means more than you can know...

You're always there for me,
With a loving smile and open arms,
I'm never happier than when i know you're near,
I thought my love for you couldn't grow stronger,
And yet i love you even more this year..

From the deepest point of my heart,
I love you... Endlessly...

Happy birthday dear..



Monday, March 18, 2013

Lullaby for CKH

CKH is a very active girl..it's not easy to put her to sleep..sometimes, like any other babies, she tends to be cranky.. So, since day one of her bornday, i created this kinda lullaby for her..

other than zikir, this also helps a lot in calming her..this is also her abang's fav song..he always sings this to his sister..

Mana dia che kalthum hawa,
Comel- comel
Anak ibu anak papa
Adik abang
Che kalthum hawa

Mana dia che kalthum hawa
Comel- comel
Anak ibu
Baik- baik
Anak papa
Solehah
Adik abang
Che kalthum hawa...

She loves this so much..her abang also loves this so much..i can be a song writer now..haha


Monday, March 11, 2013

What a day!

We were sending off hubby's friend for umrah at the KLIA.. We are so happy doing so hoping our "call" to come as soon as possible.. It was such a nice experience.. There were few things happened there.. ☔😭

It was about time for his friend to check in..out of nowhere my tears were raining on my cheek when the families were shaking hands, hugging and kiss each other's cheeks.. The most saddest miment was when he hugged and kissed his baby.. My goodness.. Can't help it.. Could i ever be separated with my children?? Absolutely not!! Nooooo.. (Insert tears here)..

And when he hugged and kissed his wife, i hugged my hubby.. ( hubby i love u.. I wanna be with u wherever u go... - emotional ) hihi..

When the saddest part was over we walked to the parking to go for the next destination..satay...yeay...

But the yeay took a fright as a stake..my baby almost slipped out from the stroller..pity her, she got stucked at her neck..nauzubillah..i was so panic..almost to death..both of us were panicked..fortunately, a young lady who were rushing for her flight stopped by and helped us as we were frozenly stiffed!

Finally, at the satay stall adam terbalik with his chair..oh my son..so lasak.. Fuhhh what a day!

There was i..mum's obligation..she was behaving so good inside there.. 😍

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Compassionate

Being a human being is just not easy.. Why???

Well there's so much obstacles along the way..

Seeing others in trouble, unsolve hardship, unbearable suffering.. The question is, is it enough for us to feel sorry? Or to offer a helping hand..

The choices....
Sympathy?
Empathy?
Compassionate..





Monday, February 11, 2013

Yang mana?

Antara kehendak dan tanggungjawab..manusia selalu keliru memilih..terkadang. Kehendak difikirkan sebagai tanggungjawab,terkadang pula tanggungjawab hanya dipandang enteng seolah2 kehendak yang tidak perlu dititikberatkan..

Kenapa manusia cenderung tersilap pertimbangan?kegagalan membezakan diantara kehendak dan tanggungjawab implikasinya melibatkan ramai pihak..kelukaan yang dalam parut yang terhasil seakan tidak kering darahnya..

Selalunya pula kerana kehendak menggembirakan suatu pihak gagal pula memenuhi tuntutan menggembirakan bagi yang dipertanggungjawabkan sebagai amanah..

Lantas, jurang apakah yang membezakan kehendak dan tanggungjawab???

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Telur

Adam suka sangat makan telur..yesterday his papa brought home telur puyuh..i was so excited to show him this small size of egg..so, when it's done with the cooking, i call him up.. He went to the kitchen and said;
Wow...ibu.. Telur enggi bird...
Cant help to hear that..hihihi..
He enjoyed it so much...
Alhamdulillah...