chenta: My little ones..

Putting the babies ( adam & CKH ) to sleep has been quite hard these days.. And i do not know why do i easily lost my temper lately.. Quite challenging huh..

Che Adam has been quite cranky these few days..sulking, crying and all..does he thinks that he is not loved by us anymore? Does he feels abandoned or ignored by his papa n ibu? I don't know..we talked a lot about him..but we still cannot find the reason of his behavior and ways how to deal with it.. So what we do now is just to follow his tempo with limitations..hopefully it is just a normal phase for an abang.. I hope deep inside his mind and heart, he knows that we love him..as much as we love CKH..nothing has changed..

As for CKH, we are quite worried that she still does not start walking..all she does now are crawling, standing, and walking with aid by ibu or papa ( tatih ). she is also walking while holding to sofa, moving chair ( the chair moves when she pushes it ) and abang's car.. So, the fact is, she is walking but not by her own..it's ok baby, ibu will be patiently waiting for that moment..

Compared to adam, che kalthum hawa is a bit late in everything. The only thing she won was the milestone of meniarap.. She gained the skill when she was two and a half months..we were so impressed..it was the first day of ramadhan.. We were in the midst of breakfasting when she showcased her big achievement.. Heheh..i was so proud of her.. Adam started meniarap when he was four and a half months..

Other than meniarap, she acquired the other skills a bit later than abang.. Adam started crawling when he was seven and a half months while kalthum hawa started at 8 months..teething for adam was started as early as 5 months but it was one day after the first birthday for CKH.. Adam started walking when he was eleven months old and we are still waiting for CKH to take her first step.. Come on girl, ibu will be loyally cheerleads for u dear.. Hehe

No matter what, both are my children..both of them are the apples of our eyes.. They come with their own skills and specialty..we, know we just have to wait.. I read somewhere, i motivator said, it is a big NO to comparing our children's ability..they are special in their own way.. Every people is!

I love adam and i love CKH..Thank you Allah for such beautiful gifts..