Thursday, April 25, 2013


It is so hard when you're being hurt..
Anger, upset, sad, frustrated.. Combination of those feelings make it is so stressful..the worst part is when you miss that person so much..

he/she is sitting right in front of u..but your heart prohibits you to touch him/ will miss to show how much you love him/ will be so longing to caress him/ will feel like to kiss him/her so will miss the comforting hugs..but again, your heart will forbid you from doing all is so painful..

How to lose the pain???


Easy to give..
Hard to forget..
Forgive sincerely..
It is the medicine..

Saturday, April 20, 2013

How can i? FORGETFUL

Have you ever forget things that used to be your daily obligation? I always do! This syndrome become worse after my second birth. Oh my Allah..why do i always forget things these am i going to sit for my final exam? It's just around the corner..

Last week, i forgot to bring the storage bottle for my EBM. In addition, my Mrs "B" dh jarang bengkak lately. I think my milk production is decreasing. sad..

Fortunately, throughout the week it seems to increase again. One fine tuesday, it was bengkaking..should i use the word swollen? (Mcm not appropriate je).
By 1100 it wet my clothes already..and painful some more. huh. untouchable! sakitnye! so what to do?

This is the solution. I'm sorry baby. Hopefully it wont harm you.. I straight away transfer it into its proper storage bottle when i reach home. Oh, Allah..please remove this forgetful habit from me..huhu..i beg badly..

Friday, April 12, 2013

Recipe for a good life

Be Patient...

Everything we gain always comes with a cost to pay. it needs sacrifices and on top of all patience. It is hard to achieve what we dream of without patience. Patience is the mother of our effort. put the highest level of patience we have, and the reward in the end is the sweetest ever we have.

"Patience serves as a protection against wrongs as clothes do against cold. For if you put on more clothes as the cold increases, it will have no power to hurt you. So, in like manner, you must grow in patience when you meet with great wrongs, and they will then be powerless to vex your mind."

~ Leonardo da Vinci

Thursday, April 11, 2013


I had a chat with adam during driving home last was a cloudy afternoon

Adam : ibu, tadi adam nampak sun!

Me : ye ke? Was it beautiful?

Adam : hmm butiful(beautiful) ibu..

Me : was it hot? Panas tak?

Adam : panas.. Eh ibu, xdok pun sun?

Me : ooo, it is going to rain dear. Bila nak hujan ada banyak cloud. Bila banyak cloud, dia duduk depan sun. Sebab tu la kita tak nampak sun..

Adam : Ooooooo... Betul betul betul

Ibu : ?!?!?!?!?! Hahahahaha..upin ipin rupanya...

U made my day dear..all my pressure gone.. Just like that.. 🌹😍

Terima kasih Allah untuk kebahagiaan ini..

Thursday, April 4, 2013


I have an appointment at the orthopedics specialist today.. Had asked hubby to accompany me, and he came.. Without the kids of feels like we're dating..winkwinkwink.. 😉

Well, it's worth the long wait.. We have more time to spend together.. Buleh manja2 tanpa adam tersenyum2 memandang..hehe..and after the consultation with the gorgeous Dr. Hafriz, we went for a yummy lunch..berdua lagi! The best brinjal curry in town..marvellous.. Suddenly my heart pumped twice the speed..haha..feeling malu2 kucing pulak makan has been so long since the last time we ate without the kids..sori babies..ibu n papa dating sekejap tau..later ibu will fetch you both up.. Love both of u wholeheartedly..muah..
Us, Enjoyed the moments so much..

Great news from the doctor, the bones are in good conditions..they are about to linking in few more days..maybe not as perfect as before, but it is a bless the heal rapidly..alhamdulillah..thank you dear Allah..i love you!

Dear hubby, lets do it more frequently after this..sneak out to spend more time together..hihi..once in a while wont do harm kot..

Gotta go..a forum is waiting for me tomorrow..hopefully it will succeed..insyaAllah..Allahumma amiin..

Footnote: hati berbunga2 today.. 😍🌹🌹🌹😍