Forgiveness

Hurt..
It is so hard when you're being hurt..
Anger, upset, sad, frustrated.. Combination of those feelings make it is so stressful..the worst part is when you miss that person so much..

he/she is sitting right in front of u..but your heart prohibits you to touch him/her..you will miss to show how much you love him/her..you will be so longing to caress him/her..you will feel like to kiss him/her so badly..you will miss the comforting hugs..but again, your heart will forbid you from doing all those..it is so painful..

How to lose the pain???


FORGIVENESS..

Easy to give..
Hard to forget..
Forgive sincerely..
It is the medicine..

How can i? FORGETFUL

Have you ever forget things that used to be your daily obligation? I always do! This syndrome become worse after my second birth. Oh my Allah..why do i always forget things these days..how am i going to sit for my final exam? It's just around the corner..

Last week, i forgot to bring the storage bottle for my EBM. In addition, my Mrs "B" dh jarang bengkak lately. I think my milk production is decreasing. Huhu..so sad..

Fortunately, throughout the week it seems to increase again. One fine tuesday, it was bengkaking..should i use the word swollen? (Mcm not appropriate je).
By 1100 it wet my clothes already..and painful some more. huh. untouchable! sakitnye! so what to do?

This is the solution. I'm sorry baby. Hopefully it wont harm you.. I straight away transfer it into its proper storage bottle when i reach home. Oh, Allah..please remove this forgetful habit from me..huhu..i beg you..so badly..

Recipe for a good life

Be Patient...


Everything we gain always comes with a cost to pay. it needs sacrifices and on top of all patience. It is hard to achieve what we dream of without patience. Patience is the mother of our effort. put the highest level of patience we have, and the reward in the end is the sweetest ever we have.

"Patience serves as a protection against wrongs as clothes do against cold. For if you put on more clothes as the cold increases, it will have no power to hurt you. So, in like manner, you must grow in patience when you meet with great wrongs, and they will then be powerless to vex your mind."

~ Leonardo da Vinci

Sun

I had a chat with adam during driving home last yesterday..it was a cloudy afternoon

Adam : ibu, tadi adam nampak sun!

Me : ye ke? Was it beautiful?

Adam : hmm butiful(beautiful) ibu..

Me : was it hot? Panas tak?

Adam : panas.. Eh ibu, xdok pun sun?

Me : ooo, it is going to rain dear. Bila nak hujan ada banyak cloud. Bila banyak cloud, dia duduk depan sun. Sebab tu la kita tak nampak sun..

Adam : Ooooooo... Betul betul betul

Ibu : ?!?!?!?!?! Hahahahaha..upin ipin rupanya...

U made my day dear..all my pressure gone.. Just like that.. 🌹😍

Terima kasih Allah untuk kebahagiaan ini..

Dating!

I have an appointment at the orthopedics specialist today.. Had asked hubby to accompany me, and he came.. Without the kids of course..it feels like we're dating..winkwinkwink.. 😉

Well, it's worth the long wait.. We have more time to spend together.. Buleh manja2 tanpa adam tersenyum2 memandang..hehe..and after the consultation with the gorgeous Dr. Hafriz, we went for a yummy lunch..berdua lagi! The best brinjal curry in town..marvellous.. Suddenly my heart pumped twice the speed..haha..feeling malu2 kucing pulak makan berdua..it has been so long since the last time we ate without the kids..sori babies..ibu n papa dating sekejap tau..later ibu will fetch you both up.. Love both of u wholeheartedly..muah..
Us, Enjoyed the moments so much..

Great news from the doctor, the bones are in good conditions..they are about to linking in few more days..maybe not as perfect as before, but it is a bless the heal rapidly..alhamdulillah..thank you dear Allah..i love you!

Dear hubby, lets do it more frequently after this..sneak out to spend more time together..hihi..once in a while wont do harm kot..

Gotta go..a forum is waiting for me tomorrow..hopefully it will succeed..insyaAllah..Allahumma amiin..

Footnote: hati berbunga2 today.. 😍🌹🌹🌹😍

Assignments

I have dozens of assignment ( exaggerate) awaiting to he completed.. Huhu.. Well, none of them completely done.. Not even one! Disaster..😓

Oh Allah..please be compassionate to me.. Give me strength.. Give me the spirit.. Give me the attribute of hardworking.. Please....😞😭

Heh.. Kalau dah malas tu, malas la.. Nobody can help but me myself..
~ان الله لا يغير ما بقوم حتى تغير ما بانفسكم~ او كما قال
"Allah would not change the fate of a race until they change themselves"

Arrgggghhhh.. Be wise ayu.. Be wise!
😭

Happy birthday hubby!

Today is hubby's birthday..he is 31 this year..happy birthday hubby, wishing you for happiness in many more years to come..just with me absolutely! haha
This is for you...

Your birthday marks another year together,
Such happy times, i couldn't ask for more,
Spending precious minutes, hours and days with you my love,
whom i cherish and adore...

We've shared so much, we two in love and marriage,
Each year our bond just seems to grow and grow,
I always want to be right next to you,
To be with you means more than you can know...

You're always there for me,
With a loving smile and open arms,
I'm never happier than when i know you're near,
I thought my love for you couldn't grow stronger,
And yet i love you even more this year..

From the deepest point of my heart,
I love you... Endlessly...

Happy birthday dear..